grudge

/ɡrʌdʒ/
verb
  1. To be unwilling to give or allow something; to resent having to do something.
    • He grudged paying full price for a ticket he couldn't use.
    • She didn't grudge her friend the success she had worked so hard for.
    • I grudge every minute I spend in traffic.
noun
  1. A feeling of anger or dislike toward someone because of a past insult, injury, or unfair treatment.
    • She still holds a grudge against her brother for breaking her favorite toy.
    • Letting go of a grudge can make you feel much lighter and happier.
    • After the argument, he carried a grudge for years and refused to speak to his neighbor.
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