masochistically

/ˌmæsəˈkɪstɪkli/
adverb
  1. In a way that involves getting pleasure from one's own pain, suffering, or humiliation.
    • He masochistically continued to run even though his legs were cramping.
    • The team masochistically chose to practice in the scorching heat without water breaks.
    • She masochistically watched the sad movie over and over, crying each time.
  2. In a way that seems to seek out or enjoy difficult, unpleasant, or self-defeating situations.
    • He masochistically took on three extra projects at work, leaving himself no free time.
    • The politician masochistically read every negative comment online, even though it made him angry.
    • She masochistically kept checking her ex's social media, knowing it would upset her.
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